Suddenly at 2.30 am, I recalled my past life and its pretty haunting. (My sleep time is 4am btw) Some things are best left unsaid but on the other hamd, I wish I could hear the truth and in return let out eveything that has been locked inside my heart for quite some time. I wanna have a clean closure. I'm not sure who I'm actually referring to or which particular episodes of my life but something for sure I do not want to feel this way. Its been so long that I ever wrote something as crappish as this, so apologies haha. I'm just typing non stop without thinking much. Probably I will just laugh at myself when I read this pathetic entry tomorrow.
If you are reading this which I'm pretty much sure you are, I hope you will reflect upon this. I do not hate you neither do I possessed any more emotions towards you. Ive move on but undenialby the memories are still fresh in my mind be it good or bad. Im now blessed with a man that is willing to go through thick and thin with me though life is never a bed or roses.
And again Im emphasising the fact that I dont know where I'm heading to with this crap of mine but whatever it is I wish you all the best with your future undertakings. Incase our path cross somehow, someday... do remember not to create anymore animosity between us because I had enough and I'm pretty sure there are still a tint of humanity left in you. God bless...
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