Oh Yeah...


first and formost, sorry hidayah baby for not being able to accompany you for the soccer match today...and besides, i just woke up!!! WALAU EH 3 PM SIAH...!!!

met saf for a while yesteday at bedok.....

as always lar we laugh like crazy bitches, thanks gerl i need them.

we talked and talked under the moonlit sky (literally haha)

she made me comtemplate again when i had actually made up my mind to let the matter go...

haiz.....it seems never ending....

i just realise that ego kills...

i wanna sleep again im tired....haiz...

oh well...





Sometimes men question me as to why most gorgeous women indulge in lesbianism nowadays..?

The answer is simple.

And mind you, don't blame it on confusion

Its most probably the result of exhaustion from the treatment of this species known as MAN

I may be wrong, its just a personal judgement.

going with the flow...


"What if we are meant for each other...???"

that was indeed the most cliche'd 'hypothesis' that i've heard throughout this
2 1/2 months...

however, it did made me chuckled...:P

well dude....i have absolutely no answer for that...

perhaps its too early to say...

oh well....let time decides....

oh yeah went to fork and spoon with hidayah and her loverboy :) and fad today

we laughed like crazy bunch of bitches haha (so what???)

hidayah and fir look oh-so-sweet together....:)

oh yeah one of my close buddy said that im pathetic for not moving on...

oh gee...don't ask me why...matters of the heart is indeed a mystery...

but that does not mean im living in misery...

no no....im feeling cool dude....

and yeah to fatah...*hugs tight*....take it easy dude we'll go through this together...we love you boyfriend...:)

ok i gtg rite now...mummy's calling...

girl's night out again yeah...hahahahahaha!!! chioaz!!! :D

solitude...





mother and I decided that we let go the matter...

after almost 2 weeks comtemplating on the same issue over and over again...

ive finally made up my mind...

its best i just let go...

though its going to be real hard

so here i am now...

im happy being me...

God loves you and me...

LOVE





mum is here again...

in hard times like this, all you need is the warm touch of a mother's love...

thank you mother

she told me that no matter what happens, she will always love me

a mother's love is unconditional

bitch, slut, whore, prostitute...i will always be her daughter whom she will always be proud of she said...

thank you mother

i love u too...

random thoughts...


Joel Madden is hot sex goodness!!!



i swear i wanna get Good Charlotte lattest album!!!

i can get mental orgasm listening to their songs...WAKAKAKAKA!!!





OH GOSH...I LOVE U 2 JOEL....HEHE...:p


ROCK ON!!!

sista lup...



met her yesterday...

she cheered me up after one whole fuck up week

i love her loadz fullstop

it ends here stop it

God bless you and me.

Acceptance...


Saturday, 7/4/07, was indeed a day to remember...

it took nearly 28 years for this day to happen

i thank God...

i hope she saw us from up there

laughters of sorrow...

tears of joy...

we are family after all...



they're just lovely arent they...? :)

snooze...

was late for school on monday because it started earlier than usual
GOD DAMN IT!
that spells "DETENTION"
i swear i cant wait to get this A-levels over & done with and get out of sch A.S.A.P.


Oh yeah...on a brighter note,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to mother (5/4) & brother (7/4)
Mahligai Manis was cool...haha!
and yar, went to watch Izwan's takraw match on sunday
SUPERB!!!
but it looks kinda scary though...you never know if their bones are gonna get dislocated after the "awesome" stuns...
walau eh...
i feel like taking up takraw after watching them...like real...haha!!!


thats izwan btw...:)

bubbye!!! :D

picture says a thousand words...


5th Aril 0'7,our CIP day...:)



we made it happened...

ROCK ON 05B4!!!

infactuated...










im melting....

perceived...


goodness...syaz called justnow...it has been ages....gosh he sounds so manly already...wakakakaka!!!
catch things up...oh man...damn we missed out a lot on each other's life
vomitted out everything to him justnow
its strange...someone whom u rarely meet and chat seems to understand you very well...
but those who are very close to you and supposedly to be your so called soulmate know nuts about you...
sad.....
but too bad...you cant possibly get everything in your way right....so just have to be strong and bare with it...

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reached home kinda earlier than usual so i decided to just lie down on my bed and relax...which soon derived to a deep contemplation....

i think i have unfinished business at the back of my head haha

and that sucks

preconceived notion....u can't run from it

have to admit i can be one of the the idiot who unconciously indulge in it

but when u become the subject of it and its like ALWAYS then it SUCKS

dont know, ASK never ASSUME

seeing is believing...???

perhaps..

however... i do not see God... but i believe he's there...

so how can seeing be believing...???

its very annoying....

we get angry over ppl's wrongdoings...

we questioned them on why are they so fuck up, so heartless, so arrogant, so slut, bitch, whore, bastard, bitch whatsoever...

but have we ever ask ourselves on what actually happened for them to derive to such behaviour...

no we don't

we just blame others

we love doing that to safeguard our own honour, pride and ego

and feel even more domineering if we have people who agrees with our views

shallow as we can be....

so what happens next...???

we WON!

so what do we achieve at the end of the day...?

VICTORY. PRIDE. HONOUR

ultimate happiness???

i doubt so.

its just fun to see ppl whom you supposedly thinks makes you suffer, suffers...

isnt it...?

sadist=nature

so why bother?

cant handle them?

JOIN THEM

FULLSTOP.

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