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Thursday, January 17, 2008
DEAR DIARY.... I feel numb. Alot of things have been circling in my mind lately. Where should I begin...? I've decided not to continue my job for ABN AMRO Bank, that job is beyond description, I am shag and I don't even have time for myself so yeah only Zhang De Primary at the moment. Oh yeah I'm preety much sure that most people who have started working way longer than I do will start to carve a sinister smile and say, "Yeah now you know what real working life is all about, wish you were still in school right...?" HELL NO! Life in that school was terrible. 4 years of prison. So yeah...I've been comtemplating a lot lately since I do own all the time in the world to think now huh haha... Somethings are best left unsaid. Honesty is not always the best policy haha...Your thoughts are not always right so sometimes you should just keep your thoughts to yourself first and try to reason it before you decide to confess it because most of the time, at the end of the day you will realise that whatever you think hurts you is actually nothing. You hurt yourself for no specific reason. Redundant. So aha...thats what I realised lately. Take a chill pill yeah... And its always the case where one move on in life and your past keeps on coming back. Not just psycologically but physically and that's sucks is'nt it? And so as a normal human being, you began to feel confuse, uncertain. Whats more if some scums tries to influence you that your new life holds no gurantee, the happiness that you possess now is temporial. Oh wells...and again, you indulge yourself in unneccessary confusion and distractions when actually you should know better and not them...at the end of the day whether you make a grave mistake or not, its you who is the driver of your life... And worse you began to question those whom you have just began to develop trust. You hurt them. You confuse them. You drag them into your foolish, irrational dillemma. The fundamental thing is that whether or not he or she is telling the truth regarding their past is non of your business because c'mon face it, everyone have secrets, you can't expect him or her to tell every inch of their life to you as the saying always go what's past is past...so cast the black shadow of your life and embrace the world with love and passion hahaha... So yeah...life is not a bed of roses at this point of time, but I'm kinda contented with what I have now, if destiny decides to be a bitch again, its ok...im cool with it haha...but for now, I will just have to live life to the fullest and enjoy the beautiful moment while you can... I love you baby...we'll make it through together...Insya'allah...=) Sunday, January 13, 2008
I saw tears in his eyes yesterday though he tried to hide half of his emotions and tried to keep the situation as subtle as possible, nonetheless it was apparent. I can't promise you heaven but one thing for sure I'll always be there for you love... Just like how you were there for me You know I love you even if I didnt say it so.... |
