Sovereign in Solitude something's are just not meant 2 be said... just leave it silent... & so i have 2 succumb 2 this foolish emotions of mine.... is lack of certitude the paramount reason of this emotions??? or is it the merciless beings around??? or maybe just simply the fundamental rules of life... that ive yet to find the perfect rejoinder... whatever the explanation is....i am in such a wretch rite now... y....im not sure.... is it due to my own atrocious emotions that im goin through? or is it his? wonder if he's having sleepless moment rite now.... itz been years since i last felt this way y now? today was a very special day 4 me....for us.... fate? possibly... is this dismal emotions the result of his ignorance...? or my own obsessive,pathetic,temperamental sensitivity...
i do not want the person i love most be the reason 4 my continuosly overflowing heartwrecking tears... such finery be abondoned by fatuous emotions.... how ludicrous.... but ntg is absurd....