Square One "When you are deeply hurt, your emotion just shuts down" I remembered this quote from a particular movie but can't recall which at the moment but basically it's what I'm feeling now. Yes. EMOTIONLESS. And thus explains why I am still awake at 4.50 am.... Perhaps my peculiar perception of life is what destroys me or maybe it is just you that need a continuous hard knock on the head. I can just simply smile my days away and just shove the thought that bothers me but I refused because I believe I am not all evil and someone out there might understand.
You may think I am being irrational and foolish in my thinking now but ultimately you will realise that my imbecility is what you actually yearn for.
The worth of that person is often realised only when she's gone and I doubt you need even that slightest compunction.
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