Never had i imagined myself to end up this way, i hate myself for loving you, as ironic as it sounds, this whole spektrum of union is an irony.... I hate it when i know i can't do anything about it. Why must i possess this kind of emotions? WHY? It shouldn't be this way isn't it? Tell me why pls....I need to know the answer and end this perplexity immediately. I wish that you would stay as turbulent, sadistic and untamed just as the way u were months back so that i can just hate you and abolish you from my mind. But things ended up differently, u hurt me more now but still i couldn't hate you...i hate it. I really hate myself for not being able to hate you. It hurts me when i am not able to hurt you the way u hurt me. I hate it because it hurts me terribly now. I HATE IT. Be nasty again and leave me alone. I know this is crazy but i don't care. Be happy and contented with what's awaiting for you now and don't look back. Please... coz ur hurting me deeper...
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