More Than Words Can Say...


Needless to say,

I love you.

Thank you for being my boyfriend, hubby, girlfriend, friend, joy, laughters, sorrows, tears and everything else...

And thats my one and only Abg A'an...=), Btw, he dedicated this song to me before we got together, yeah, Syaza should know this, Wakakkaka!!!!, Hubby now told me that it was a *Hint-Hint!* =D




Your existance in my life is greatly, generously, immensely and capaciously appreciated...

I need you as much as you need me love....


The day when I accompany Hubby to work & perhaps gonna do it again soon Hahakz! =D






First Monthsery...=)



And on the way to Dee's house...=)






How else can I say I love thee....?

Day By Day...


And so ABN AMRO Bank is a confirm NO! Sayonara....Ardioz Armigos Kita Berambos...!


Wave Goodbye for good people!


And so Syaza and me had our interview marathon, like nearly 10 or more??? HAHAHA! So yest was my last, gonna start working in Feb, the teaching at Zhang De Primary still continue though....so that means I'll be working everyday ehkh??? Wakakaka! Super Woman! =D

I shall not elaborate on how we lost our way yest while searching for the venue of our interview cause Syaza already did that in her enty haha! and yeah my legs are bloody aching now...oh yeah while we were lost in Raffles place (Bimbo alert haha!) I saw boyfriend in the lorry haha! so sempat kite melambai-lambai hahaha! SEOWZ!!!! =D


MEET ABG A'AN! =D



Don't you think we look alike? HAHA!



On Dee's Engagement Day...=)



HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! =D



1st Monthsery!



SILLY MILLY!!! =D



Blissful...



So this is all for now, 1/100 perhaps? HAHA! cause the fact is we had tonz of pics together hehehe...=D

Gonna meet boyfriend later for his jamming session again! TATA!

HELLO!


If you guys had a hard time searching for the audio clip, here is the exact page to go peepz! =D

http://www.rsi.sg/malay/mestiit/view/20080121174537/1/.html

Do enjoy hearing us making a fool of ourselves ok! WAKAKAKAKA!!! =D

ON AIR

Random thoughts...


My mind is blank. I feel numb again.

Oh yes btw Friday's lesson was chaotic. The kids were beyond description. GOSH.

But then again, this cute boy, Hai Jing made my day, HAHAHA! Pretended to look serious and tried to disipline the class, cam real jek! WAKAKAKA!!!! Kids....Kids....

"Teacher, teacher, U got bf not???"

"I'm married."

WAKAKAKAKA!!!! =D

I think i'm missing boyfriend hehehe...but its ok coz we chatted from 10.15 pm yesterday to 5.30 am today Hahaha! and we had breakfast together over the phone...Jemput makan yer....Wakakaka!!! =D

Ok...today I shall slack at home and get glued to the TV...YAWNZZZZ....

DEAR DIARY....


I feel numb. Alot of things have been circling in my mind lately. Where should I begin...?

I've decided not to continue my job for ABN AMRO Bank, that job is beyond description, I am shag and I don't even have time for myself so yeah only Zhang De Primary at the moment. Oh yeah I'm preety much sure that most people who have started working way longer than I do will start to carve a sinister smile and say, "Yeah now you know what real working life is all about, wish you were still in school right...?"

HELL NO!

Life in that school was terrible. 4 years of prison.

So yeah...I've been comtemplating a lot lately since I do own all the time in the world to think now huh haha...

Somethings are best left unsaid. Honesty is not always the best policy haha...Your thoughts are not always right so sometimes you should just keep your thoughts to yourself first and try to reason it before you decide to confess it because most of the time, at the end of the day you will realise that whatever you think hurts you is actually nothing. You hurt yourself for no specific reason. Redundant. So aha...thats what I realised lately. Take a chill pill yeah...

And its always the case where one move on in life and your past keeps on coming back. Not just psycologically but physically and that's sucks is'nt it? And so as a normal human being, you began to feel confuse, uncertain. Whats more if some scums tries to influence you that your new life holds no gurantee, the happiness that you possess now is temporial. Oh wells...and again, you indulge yourself in unneccessary confusion and distractions when actually you should know better and not them...at the end of the day whether you make a grave mistake or not, its you who is the driver of your life...

And worse you began to question those whom you have just began to develop trust. You hurt them. You confuse them. You drag them into your foolish, irrational dillemma. The fundamental thing is that whether or not he or she is telling the truth regarding their past is non of your business because c'mon face it, everyone have secrets, you can't expect him or her to tell every inch of their life to you as the saying always go what's past is past...so cast the black shadow of your life and embrace the world with love and passion hahaha...

So yeah...life is not a bed of roses at this point of time, but I'm kinda contented with what I have now, if destiny decides to be a bitch again, its ok...im cool with it haha...but for now, I will just have to live life to the fullest and enjoy the beautiful moment while you can...

I love you baby...we'll make it through together...Insya'allah...=)

I saw tears in his eyes yesterday though he tried to hide half of his emotions and tried to keep the situation as subtle as possible, nonetheless it was apparent.

I can't promise you heaven but one thing for sure I'll always be there for you love...

Just like how you were there for me

You know I love you even if I didnt say it so....

YO!


Oh wells...where shall i begin...? Hmmm....

Aites...hello beautiful, gorgeous peeps! Long time no see huh...miss me? Hahahakzzz!!! =D

Hmmm...too much to update yeah, well basically life has been OK...2008 starts of with a blast! So yeah, slowly I am settling down now, sorting each day slow and steady. Take a chill pill man...

So mother and I have been conversing a lot lately, I guess we have a lot in common. A lot. We chatted from 12 am to 3.30 am yesterday haha with a 10 mins break coz I gotta call A'an haha...so yeah....

Starting work next week yo...taking 2 jobs at a time...semangatz yer coz thats the only way I could distract myself from unnecessary distractions...make sense? Hahaha! Zhang De Primary here I come and ABN AMRO Bank...HAHAHA!!! Oh yeah this one Syaza knows hehehe...and yes girl, no more Betime Building WAKAKAKAKAKA!!! =D

Ok....gotta go now, meeting my girls and A'an later for his last jamming session before the big day tmr yeah! Love u peepz! Muackzzz!!! =D

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