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Sunday, June 10, 2007 Y
Sistaz...
I LOVE AMY...
pls don't cry anymore baby....smile now coz you look preety when you smile...
Do remember that i will always be here for you...
Never ever say that you are troubling me and thank me for being there for you...
Love you loadz, do take care...
Friday, June 08, 2007 Y
random thoughts...Today was one whole damn boring day till my neighbour came to our house. Aim came too. Apparently mother was here so she chatted with my neighbour and Aim was damn annoying showing off his portfolio which i failed (terribly) to appreaciate it. Haha. :D
He talked about his ex-gf whom i (really fucking don't care) and he ended up getting emotional...urghhh....and he asked me about my love life...and i was like oh-shut-the-fuck-up....! can u just leave me alone!!! He also asked about the criteria of my dream guy. HAHA. I kept quiet and think but ntg came out haha...and i just looked at him and say "I'm not too surelah Aim, Hmmm... but definitely not like you..." Oh gee...and i got two words from him "Fuck You" WAKAKAKAKAKA!!! :D
Barney B called in the afternoon. He sounded really sad almost crying. His grandma is in ICU. I'll pray to God that everything is going to be fine ok...Amin...
Oh yeah...fetched Fatah from SGH yesterday. Thank GOD he's fine. Always giving me that lovely smile no matter what happens. Oh yeah and he chatted with my sis on the phone and they were both giggling about our inside joke on "Smelly2" WAKAKAKAKA!!! Love you boy...be strong ok...you'll be fine... then we'll go out next week with Salwa darling....:D
Tomorrow dunno what to do leh....haiz...study perhaps...oh gee....dead meat, i've not started on my revision....so say gdbye, sayonara and ardioz armigoz berambos to A-LEVELS yeah....
Oh yes....i miss him like a lot!!! i really do... i need to hug him badly...cannn??? :D oh man...can't take it any longer!!!! Arghhh!!!
MUACKZZZZ!!! :D
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 Y
:)Went to Sentosa yesterday
Siloso beach was great, time passed by very quickly when ur having fun... :D
Im tanned now, (for the time being) thanks to the tanning oil with the low spf value haha...
I think singaporeans have become more accepting by the days, with so many gays around showing their love by the sea...(oh gee....interesting)
Thankz barney b for making my day. It was wonderful though there wasn't much communication going on haha...
You are greatly appreciated...:)
oh btw stop saying that i look like minarip coz ur one matrip too WAKAKAKAKA!!! :D
TATA!!!
Monday, June 04, 2007 Y
didn't turn that way...Never had i imagined myself to end up this way, i hate myself for loving you, as ironic as it sounds, this whole spektrum of union is an irony....
I hate it when i know i can't do anything about it. Why must i possess this kind of emotions? WHY? It shouldn't be this way isn't it? Tell me why pls....I need to know the answer and end this perplexity immediately.
I wish that you would stay as turbulent, sadistic and untamed just as the way u were months back so that i can just hate you and abolish you from my mind.
But things ended up differently, u hurt me more now but still i couldn't hate you...i hate it. I really hate myself for not being able to hate you. It hurts me when i am not able to hurt you the way u hurt me. I hate it because it hurts me terribly now. I HATE IT.
Be nasty again and leave me alone.
I know this is crazy but i don't care.
Be happy and contented with what's awaiting for you now and don't look back.
Please...
coz ur hurting me
deeper...