QUESTION MARK


it was supposed to be a [-sleep-one-whole-day-like-pig-] day when suddenly fatah ask me out....hahaha...

he wanted to get sum stuffs in town...which happens to be a BOOK...-URGH-

ilyasa was already there waiting for the arrival of the guest of honour...:P

and as usual, whenever fatah is around, the essence of gila-nak-mampos will always be present...Wakakakkaka!!!

we went to kinokuniya [hidayah's fav place haha]

then we went to eat in fareast where fatah and me were staring at each other because of some build up fear that something might just BURST!!!

lucky it didnt happened today....fuhhhh....if not ill turn emo myself....haha...[full details are to be kept secret haha]

then fatah wanted to go to borders

i was lyke "WHAT THE F**k???!!!"

but we still went there BUT through the back entrance hahahahaha lame siah....

met safiah....bz entertaining customers hehehehe...

and again for 3 consecutive days, i have to screw my head over the same issue

saf said something and i was lyke...."HUH???"

i did not know how to react, what to think and what to say...

and before i could say anything, i turn to fattah and broke down [simply humiliating]

and why is that so???

I HAVE NO IDEA

anyone wanna share your thought???

fortunately i was able to calm myself down instantly

and what's worse is saf told me that he's working....

i had this intense urge to ran up to him and hug him tight

i want him to know that i miss him very much despite the bitterness in my heart

yes i do...

but suddenly i came back to my senses

only to realise that i was being over reacting

maybe saf misheard...?

perhaps wat he told saf might not be what he really feels...

maybe words are just words

it didnt mean anything

so i distance myself from the thought of seeing him, not even from afar...

and so we went home....

L.O.V.E





we were supposed to go for band meeting at 8 am...

but guezz wat???

saf only woke up at around 11

& I.... had swollen eyes...due to sudden fever and drug allergy to panadols which only happened on that day...[how lame...]

what's worse, she promised to meet me at 12.00pm

so what happened next???

she's still at home when i called her at 12.15 pm!!! [f**k!!! toot! tiit-tiit! chicken!!]

and so... we still meet up w some of the band members...bla bla bla...

went to bugis...

met nadia...haha she's lookng as sweet as ever...:)

and as usual, meeting safiah will alwayz be one hell of a crazy day!!!

damn we are HOT dancers [not!]

she LOVEZ my wavedance & i am so MESMORISED with her 2 fingers move...[oh no we aint lesbian partners-maybe not yet haha]

haiz....mizz those days...

where me, her, and siti will sit together and bitch crap and heck care about the whole world...we were very happy ppl..despite our childish fights haha

saf said something which make me contemplate again and again on the same issue...

"i think u miss the memories more than missing the person himself..."

hmmm....

well it doesnt matter anyway...

miss the memories...miss the person....

i think i miss myself more...haha

hardly have anytime for myself lately....haiz....

and yeah...we had fun anyway....:)

thankz gerlfren...i really need the laughters :)

URGHHHH....


down with fever in the morning

had to be send back home but i stayed haha stupid me!!!

bumped into an old fren on the way back home

he is lyke so grown up now and very good looking hehehe

one thing that really startled me was when he ask " hey... what happened between the two of you?"

i was lyke...oh fuck!!!

its been lyke 7 years since we last met....

i didnt even think that he still remembers me

and now he even knows about my most unfortunate and deplorable relationship....ha ha ha

AMAZING...simply amazing...

small world ekh....

n yeah my gerlfren ask me a question justnow which brought me into deep thinking and contemplation till now....

and i answered her "yes...i will..."

and she said " huh....u really that serious about him...???"

and i replied "yes...."

and now 4 hrs had passed...my mind is still dwelling on her question...

will i...?

DEFINITELY

WHY???

im not very certain

but what's certain is that her question will always remain a "What if....."









i miss u bastard

FREEZE!!!


hey beautiful gorgeous ppl....

WAZZUP...?!!

hope everything is goin fine 4 all of u out there yeah...:)

i tink im having fever...haha!

and im preety sure im gonna be send back home tmr after the temperature taking exercise...haha...!!!

fatah is absent todae....so its quite mundane in sch....suddenly so quite...hahahaha!!!

but then, goin back home was crazy man...with crazy ppl like salwa, fad and nurul....Wakakakakka!!!

looks can be very deceiving huh.....MUHAHAHAHAAHA!!!

we had fun making a fool of ourselves in the MRT hehehe...!!!

but at least they made my day...:)

i need the laughters....

thank you friends...:)

aite...i gtg....the panadols making me sleepy....gdnyte!!! MUACKSSS!!!

oh ya thankz dino for your endless patience...:)

god bless...


sick

cant turn up for history paper

damn it

'god sent' asked yesterday.....

DEJAVU?

i shall not dwell into it....

things happen....

yeah....

tmr's lit paper.....

i'll give my best shot

yeah....

its hard

but i have to move on

amin

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