-intoxicated-


well....after much thought...i tink i shudnt stop blogging just becoz of sum scumz of e earth....

well hello again beautiful ppl...

haiz...went through a ponderous annoyance which contributez 2 me being in a state of deep meditation 2dae....ha ha

as ironic as it soundz....tat persona was begging....yeah i noe....wat e hell...

he simply juxtapose hiz diction n action....[ shud hav realised tat a long time ago]

a contradiction personified fullstop.

a common phenomenon whr u left, u regret, u come back,u got rejected, u vent ur anger....n tat makez u such a looser moron....

his face was etched w e kind of wisdom tat comez @ a price...however i was wrong....

he changed.

Jealousy is a poison grocery i supposed

tatz wat he thought me anyway. thankz

i was inspired 2 interrupt

i knew i was supposed 2 submit in a similar way but when e time comez, i remained stubbornly speechless n transfixed, kneez locked, tougue frozen, lipz zipped, & all i could tink of was e man of my life....

the love is just too great dun ask me y...4 me 2 noe n 4 u not 2 find out haha

he was fueled w misunderstanding tat i was unable 2 move on....

guys come n go.....literally, biologically

so y bother.....

it was only apparent @ tat point of time...it just striked me tat life is a cycle...

u got hurt

u move on

n 4 those who fail 2 substanciate even a single rumour w factz n proove, just get a life, a proper n decent one i mean...

itz no fun anticipating pplz failure....it makez u a looser nt them

i wanna do wat i wanna do

y stop me

i can express whatever i wanna express

freedom of speech, i suppose ur 2 conservative 4 tat...but then again.....tat will only contradict u again

oh i almost forgot, a contradiction personified u r....

i live in my own world

not heppie?

too bad

love, if only u cud hear watz inside my heart..

but i noe u noe tat i love u.....deep deep deep

now till forever

i mean wat i sae

my love's not cheap

coz ur a preciouz being

one n only tat beholdz e tremendouz amount of patience n pride

i salute 2 u

a beautiful creation of God.....

well....i guezz i just have 2 b patient like u

politicz of life u can run but u cant hide

k peepz enuff of blabbering he he...sorrylar

sayonara

hmmm...?


hello.....

im bored...haha

tmr is father's dae....remember?

went out w sis justnow 2 buy stg 4 dad....

met amy....haha im so heppie 2 c her...kinda mizz her...

bought a ring 4 myself...haha...long time nvr wear a ring so y nt....haha

i tink itz nice...its a small heart shape w blue rose in between n thrz diamondz on itz side....so swit....:)

tmr my grandparentz comin bck...gonna fetch thm @ e airport @ 8 mayb...thn meeting blue....:)

klah gtg....bubbye.....ill write again tmr...tata!!!

boohooo...


sedih nye......bohooo....

cant go 2 california becoz im sick n im nt allowed 2......argh!!!

so they must find a replacement....booohooo....

y im goin thr....? itz a secret.....shhhhh......hehe

only a handful noez abt it....:)

bt itz ok....thr is alwayz next time yeah...

ok i gtg now...must sleep must sleep...!!!

tmr MUST go out of 2 house!!! 5 daez stuck here didnt make me feel any better..

so cya byez!!!

nvr change...


Something’s never change,
Even when things get old,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.

Broken hearts and truth never told,
yearning for a kiss and someone to hold,
something’s never change.

Wanting to be your one and only,
At times you left me cold and lonely,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.

But today is a new day,
Nobody to blame,
Something’s never change.

But starting from tomorrow,
I'll spread a clean sheet over my heart,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.

I will cry no more,
Beginning my new life and opening another door,
Something’s never change,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.

promises made...


Things you've said to me,I will never, ever forget.Words like "love", "meant to be, "just words, not heaven sent.

Feelings beyond, once felt,now just dwindled away.Reading them makes me melt,not feeling is how we stay.

Moments that we shared,were great, even passionate.Nothing could be compared,to a likeness that was so set.

Trust came easy for me,but undoubtedly not for you.Wishing, I could only to see,What did I really do?

Always saying you wouldn't cheat,never, ever would you do that.With every guy my heart skips a beat,it's usually always the reason, Pat.

Seemingly on opposite ends,I suppose could be true.The end as "just friends,"What end is that to you?

The girl not for you,is what I seem to be.Not sorry is very true,a wife you truly need.

Constantly people always change,believe me, I understand this.In four months seems so strange,even you can't keep a promise.

Worried I would breakup with you,this topic always seemed to come.Tides change, now look who,Words Spoken that are set and done.

I thought you were different;thought you'd even understand.Beautiful roses that were sent,made now only to look like sand.

I remember reading a poem one day,I think it's still in its fold.Many words, too much to say,we'll just leave "Things Untold."

restlezz...


hate e rain 4 now....

caught in the rain on thurz....

n so im down w high fever...39.9 degree celciuz

god noez how terrible it waz....

2day is sunday....my body'z still aching bt i feel so much better already...

have not started any of my werk....ridiculouz isnt it....

by tmr....whether ive recovered or not i will hav 2 start!!!

a BIG thanz 2 my sis ogy who hav taken gd cr of me whn i felt lyke dying...haha

damn i salute her 4 bein able 2 withstand my whinning....ha ha ha

i feel so much better now....but w tiger brand koyok on my forehead,thighz n @ the bck of my waist....haha...i feel lyke my dad now....haha

haiz i wanna eat im so hungry.....but ntg seemz nice....i dunno y....

okiez....hav 2 take my medicine now.....ardioz....:D

fading...


damn it....im so BORED....i dunno y lah hor...

haven start studying...bad hor...very bad...

sending my bro 2 e aiport 2dae....

nxt tuez sending my granny 2 e aiport....

on thurz siti's goin 2 hong kong...

haiz one by one...they leave me...

haha emosi nye....

i had a bad dream yesterdae....

scary siah....i woke up crying....i dunno y i got so affected....boohooo...

bad omen....really bad.....

but then i oso dreamt of blue...hahahaaahahahaah

n tat one iz really funny i swear....dunno y he started 2 b a clown in my dream....

a cute,bubbly,huggable one though not e usual freaking ugly scary clown mind u....

aiyah....funni siah...out of so many ppl i dreamt of blue....missing him loadz mayb...haha

n in my dreamz, i saw fattah n sum of my classmatez 2....haha....mizz them 2....

haha i mizz so many ppl...wonder if anybody misses me...muahahahhhahahahakkzzz!!!

dino wanted 2 mit me justnow....gosh i mizz him..i really do n ofcoz dying 2 c him....

but i dunno y....it just didnt happen...cant make it happen....

mayb i noe y....but nvm....forget it.....

ok...i wanna clean my room now coz itz in a MESS!!!!...n mess is an understatement mind u...haha

k chioaz ppl!!! muackz!!! :)

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